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posted by [personal profile] jemck at 11:30am on 31/01/2007
You know what I mean about scary, don't you? Dry mouth, sweaty palms, pulse accelerating, hollow sinking feeling in the pit of the stomach. Yes, that's what I was feeling.

No, it wasn't a horror film, I don't do those. I was watching eight sixth-form lads at a provincial Yorkshire grammar school sitting their Oxford Entrance exam, in The History Boys. It's set in 1983, and these chaps are taking the exam after their A levels, doing what was known as seventh term entry. I did fourth term entry, ie in the first term of my upper sixth year, in 1982, at a provincial grammar school on the south coast of England. So that would put me and these fictional candidates in the same year group - only my lot did the special lessons and exam preparation on Wednesday aftenoons instead of sport through the lower sixth, rather than in one intense term.

It's a film written by Alan Bennett, so I expected spot-on observation, elegant yet accessible writing and insight into the human condition that teeters on that fine line between cruelty and compassion. The cast looked excellent, known and unknown, so I was expecting vivid characters brought fully to life, even in the smallest roles. Yes, I was well satisfied on all counts there.

What I really, really didn't expect was to be taken back so astonishingly vividly to all the awful apprehension and unexpected exhilarations of the whole roller-coaster process. It was twenty five years ago. No, just at the moment, it feels like it was yesterday.
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posted by [personal profile] jemck at 11:47am on 31/01/2007
Just to say that my new redesigned and updated website is now fully uploaded and live at www.julietemckenna.com Tell your friends!

Also, I'm going to Croatia at the end of March, to be the guest of the Istrakon SF convention in Pazin. That promises to be a fascinating trip!

And, I am very happy, nay, incredibly relieved, to say, I have found both a new agent and a new accountant, so my professional life support systems are now slotting back into place.

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